Today's Revelations.

I realized today... 

That I have grown so much in the past few years. 

I've become a different person, more and more like the person I've always wanted to be. 

Not someone I looked up to, not becoming exactly like her, but becoming more like me. 

Becoming who God created me to be. 

It's evident in the way I see things and understand things. The way I treat people and relate to them. The way I make my decisions and choices in life. The way I feel about my circumstances and environment. The way I respond to change around me.  Its.... its become easier. So much easier than before. And I really like it! I really am loving it. 

Maybe this is what security in Christ is. This is what it feels like. 

And strangely (thankfully) at the same time, I was also reminded of how much I still do not know. I was shown how much I have yet to grow. How much I am still young and naive in a way. Still learning along the way. Still picking up from little mistakes along the way. Still so much on a journey. And yes I believe my journey was created to bless the journey's of others around me as well. It's not all about me. It never was. 

And of course its a journey! That's exactly what it is. A journey - in this life here on earth. It began the day I was born. And it won't end till the day I meet my God face to face. 

Yeah. That day. Its true... the journey makes the destination worthwhile. It really does. In a big God-scale way. and also in many ways in my life right now. Its all worth the wait. And its not a passive wait. Its a wait that's active. Because in that wait, we're allowing Him to make all things beautiful in His time. The more we wait on God, the more beautiful the outcome becomes. =) 

Like this church building that we're all fasting and praying for. 

Not just the building, but the whole future of CCKL. 

And that's just one example of a big wait right now. 

I also realized today that I like hearing the prayers of others. 

I like listening when people are talking to God. 

I like listening to what they say and how they say it. 

There's always something so special that takes place whenever any of God's children communicate with Him. I absolutely love it! =) 

The Seblings are praying together in their hall outside now. And perhaps I should join them. 

But its nice to just sit back and listen sometimes. 

And besides, I badly need a shower. Heh. 

Going!