Scrape the previous blog post. Well ok, not totally scrape it. But scrape all that self-centeredness and small-mindedness like as if everything in the world revolved around me and my life and like its ever-changing situations are all that matters. It doesn't. There's SO MUCH MORE to be concerned about!
I complicate things too much. After spending almost an hour on the phone with a friend, it dawned upon me that nothing has changed really. That even before I embarked on this new season of life (or the transition between seasons), the prayer that I had said then, is still relevant to now.
"God, if this is Your will. Make it happen. If its not... well, You know what to do."
And it shouldn't matter that so much has happened between then and now, and whether or not it was worth my time and effort should the outcome be ideal or not...
... my life is not my own anyway. It never was. It's His. So there.
"Have You way Lord. =) Do as You please because I know Your ways are the best!"
yay. can sleep in peace now. hehehe.
1 comments:
Haha yeah I sometimes wonder the same, if anyone ever reads but turns out ppl do =)
Missionary's tale because I've always wanted to be a missionary for God. Anyhow it's something of my idealistic mind. Things hasn't been what I wanted it to be. But I'm working on it.
I've been blessed by the things you talk abt. It makes me long for daily encounters with Him even more.
And hopefully things will work out well in Deakin =)
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